This makes me ridiculously hungry

It's been about a proper month since I've eaten chocolate.

Will someone buy me a Cream online backpack?

5 things you may or may not know about myself.

• I'm not going overseas at the end of the year anymore
• I wish I looked like kristen stewart
• I have broken 6 iPhones
• My style icons are kate bosworth and diane kruger
• I would kiss gary oldman now

So I was recently pretty much blessed with the awesome news that I'm going to America and Europe in November this year.
The only real problem is that I have to save a lot in order to make the trip comfortable.
I think people aren't taking me as seriously as I'd have hoped but at the same time it makes sense because I've often found myself being really frivolous with my savings.
In saying that, today I tossed up between a headache or buying a bottle of water because I didn't want to break my $5 note. When notes become change I think people tend to spend it far more easily simply because it's just that: small change. Sidebar: I've saved over hundreds of dollars (literally) from just my piggybank over the years so yeah...
Anyway, I guess the gist of this post is, is to say that I am saving and it's hard, buttttt I've noticed that saving even small amounts makes a pretty big difference and I catch myself passing up food that I'm probably not even hungry for which is a plus.
The only concern I have about this little personal project is that my birthday is at the end of the month and I have no idea what to do. In all honestly I'd just like something nice to wear but don't feel like spending the money. Harrrrrrrrrrr